I wish I could say that I like you.
I wish we could start a relationship together.
Even when I'm not sure if you're just playing with me, or if you were dead serious on liking me.
Even when you talked to so many other girls in the same way you talked to me, with super flirty pick-up lines and care that exceeds the boundaries of being "just friends".
But I know we wouldn't be able be together in the end anyway.
Because of the differences between us.
Because how my parents wanted my partner to be; to be the same, zero differences.
Those are the whys in me not saying the words 'I like you'
or precisely, the reasons why I couldn't bring myself to have any feelings for you.
Because with me,
Us is always followed by impossibility.
But at times...
I do like you.
The feeling came in like a flood that swept me completely off the shore and into the raging waves of the sea.
Wanting to have you, wanting to hug you, wanting to hold your hand or even just....
Wanting to have the tiniest bit of conversation with you.
But I guess I have already asked for too much.
The time we spent together should be enough to fulfill parts of my wish.
It has to be.
So now, I'm letting you go.
I'm staying as a good friend,
ready to listen to whatever problems you're having, will always be here to help you in difficult times,
but nothing more.
I'm letting you go.
Because I know someone else is waiting for you, someone who can bring the word possible into your life.
Someone who can finally admits that they do like you; returning your feelings.
And I'm happy, ecstatic even, to see your smile as I have never seen it before.
That's when I realize...
I could wish to like you
I could wish to be together
I could wish for the stars to make us collide and to glue us together; leaving no space for separation
But above all that
(All I want is to)
I wish you happiness.
---- even if I'm not a part of that.
The story of us by valentine kein.
I wish we could start a relationship together.
Even when I'm not sure if you're just playing with me, or if you were dead serious on liking me.
Even when you talked to so many other girls in the same way you talked to me, with super flirty pick-up lines and care that exceeds the boundaries of being "just friends".
But I know we wouldn't be able be together in the end anyway.
Because of the differences between us.
Because how my parents wanted my partner to be; to be the same, zero differences.
Those are the whys in me not saying the words 'I like you'
or precisely, the reasons why I couldn't bring myself to have any feelings for you.
Because with me,
Us is always followed by impossibility.
But at times...
I do like you.
The feeling came in like a flood that swept me completely off the shore and into the raging waves of the sea.
Wanting to have you, wanting to hug you, wanting to hold your hand or even just....
Wanting to have the tiniest bit of conversation with you.
But I guess I have already asked for too much.
The time we spent together should be enough to fulfill parts of my wish.
It has to be.
So now, I'm letting you go.
I'm staying as a good friend,
ready to listen to whatever problems you're having, will always be here to help you in difficult times,
but nothing more.
I'm letting you go.
Because I know someone else is waiting for you, someone who can bring the word possible into your life.
Someone who can finally admits that they do like you; returning your feelings.
And I'm happy, ecstatic even, to see your smile as I have never seen it before.
That's when I realize...
I could wish to like you
I could wish to be together
I could wish for the stars to make us collide and to glue us together; leaving no space for separation
But above all that
(All I want is to)
I wish you happiness.
---- even if I'm not a part of that.
The story of us by valentine kein.
Love you all,
Valentine K.
