Pissed Off!! >:(

Okay, so a few days ago I posted an entry in this blog and yesterday when I checked the exact same post, three quarters of its content were GONE. I checked it for several times after it was posted and it was completed perfectly! I was so shocked when I found out yesterday and I couldn't think straight for the rest of the night.... And that's also the reason why I put down the post for the time being before I get my inspiration back to re-write that particular entry.

I don't know who to blame for this but it doesn't matter now, really... I just hope that this will NEVER EVER happen to any of you guys because - believe me - it only gives you those frustration and depression feelings after you find out it happens to you. 

I'm going to re-write the article and post it as soon as possible. And I wish the new version would be better or at least in the same quality as the first one. Well, guess I'm back to re-writing the entry now! See ya! (;

Good luck, guys! (: 
Valentine ♥

P.s.: the post is up guys! Officially Missing You, Too

Officially Missing You, Too

I'm back~!

In order to satisfy my soul's current passion and hunger for this one particular song to be heard by everyone, I immediately wrote this post. A bit over the top - I know - but it's just that this song caught my attention without me even knowing its title at first. This song totally blew me down! Let's check it out!

~ press and watch it in full screen mode for better resolution and view of this video ~

Lyrics:

(소유)

애써 너에게 건냈던 말 good bye

이젠 혼자 남게된 이 밤 without you

난 아직도, I’m officially missing you

(긱스)

널 기다리던 밤처럼

길고 어둡던 우리 사이 공백

이게 끝이 아니길 바래

I wanna go back

너가 원하던 거

다 고친 지금에야

넌 어디로 갔는지

난 홀로 남아 lonely

오늘 따라 부는 바람도

참 시린 것 같은데

넌 왜이리 멀쩡해 보이는 건지

눈치도 없는 너지만

예전처럼만 웃어주면 돼

(소유)

Ooo can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it

stays on my mind

And I

I’m officially missing you

(긱스&소유)

나에겐 너 하나뿐인 걸

너 땜에 아파하는 걸

널 잊으려고 노력해봐도 잘 안돼

널 미워하는 건

too hard 너무 어려워

날 몰라주는 너도 서러워

I’m officially missing you

officially missing you

(긱스 RAP)

yeah I’m officially missing you, too

내가 아무 말도 하지 못한 이유

우리 사이 공백은 너무 길고

어떤 단어보다 너가 meaningful

on another round

더 멀어져 가며 흘러가는

어색했던 오늘 하루가

내겐 아쉽고 어제로 남아있어

이 밤이 지나도 아직도 여기 있어

여전히 내 머릿속 너 때문에

늘 뒤척거리는 매일 밤 내 마음만 더 지쳐가

가로등 불은 거릴 비춰

흔들거리는 속을 변기 위에 비워

어~ 아무리 속을 비워도

남은 추억으로 취해 어지럽고

girl 난 아직 기댈 곳이 필요해

so 이 노래로 너를 씻어내

(소유)

습관처럼 그리워해

날 보며 웃는 니 사진을

내 두 눈에 담고 미소를 지으면

다시 할 수 있을까 oh 그날처럼

(긱스)

나에겐 너 하나뿐인 걸

너 땜에 아파하는 걸

널 잊으려고 노력해봐도 잘 안돼

널 미워하는 건

추억 속 너에겐 못된 일이라

난 할 수가 없어

이렇게 널 그리워하는 날

알고 있는지

(긱스&소유)

나에겐 너 하나뿐인 걸

너 땜에 아파하는 걸

널 잊으려고 노력해봐도 잘 안돼

널 미워하는 건

too hard 너무 어려워

날 몰라주는 너도 서러워

I’m officially missing you

officially missing you

(긱스&소유)

Can’t nobody do it like you

(애써 너에게 건냈던 말 good bye)

Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it
Stays on my mind
And I
I'm officially missing you

cre: http://romanization.wordpress.com/2012/11/01/geeks-soyu-of-sistar-officially-missing-you-too/

Translation:

The words I barely got out – good bye

Now on this night that I’m left alone without you

I’m still, I’m officially missing you

Like the night I waited for you

The absence of our relationship was long and dark

I hope this isn’t the end

I wanna go back

I fixed everything you wanted me to but where are you?

I’m left alone and I’m lonely

The wind seems especially colder today

Why do you look so fine?

You have no tact but

I just need you to smile like before

Ooo can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially missing you

* To me, it’s only you

I am hurting because of you

I try to forget you but I can’t

Hating you is too hard, it’s too hard

I’m upset that you don’t even know

I’m officially missing you

Officially missing you

Yeah I’m officially missing you, too

The reason why I couldn’t say anything

Is because the absence was too long

You’re more meaningful than any word

On another round

We’re getting farther away

This awkward day is flowing by

It makes me to sad and I remain as I was yesterday

Even if this night passes, I’m still here

Because of you, who is still in my head

Every night I toss and turn and my heart grows exhausted

The street lights shine on the streets

I empty my shaking insides in the toilet

But no matter how much I empty myself

I get drunk with the remaining memories and I get dizzy

GIrl, I still need a place to lean on

So I will wash you out with this song

I miss you like a habit

Your pictures smile at me

I look at them and smile and think

Will I ever be able to do it like back then?

To me, it’s only you

I’m hurting because of you

I try to forget you but I can’t

Hating you would be doing bad to you in my memories

So I can’t do it

I miss you so like this

Do you know?

* Repeat

Can’t nobody do it like you

(The words I barely got out – good bye)

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially missing you

cre: http://popgasa.com/2012/10/31/geeks-soyu-of-sistar-officially-missing-you-too/

As you all know, the previous entry of this post has gone mysteriously :( So now, I'm going to write something similar but not quite the same due to my lack of skill to remember stuff which is way below the word terrible.

Here it goes!
I heard this song for the first time at http://greyasong.webs.com/. Well, to be honest, I was missing someone at that time so this song kind of portray what was happening in my life at that very moment. BUT, as I went deeper into this song, looking at the translations and the meaning behind its lyrics, it has a very different story line to the one I was experiencing.

At that time, I was missing someone ('X') badly and fortunately X is currently mine! (: 
Meanwhile..... 'Officially Missing You, Too' is telling us about someone who went through a break up but couldn't forget about his/her ex :o This person couldn't let go of his/her feelings for their ex and they are still thinking about how good things were when they used to be together. This has caused a great pain towards this person. Sad isn't?
Because of the overwhelming urge to feel their togetherness all over again, this person then bravely admitted that he/she is 'Officially Missing You, Too' 
(re-package from the original song 'Officially Missing You')

The very first time I heard this song, Soyu's angelic voice just flew into my ears and soothed me. It was so soft and beautiful. I've never really paid attention to Soyu - SISTAR (Kpop group) because I adore Hyorin's voice more than anyone else. But after hearing this song I would listen to her voice more from now on! (:

Next, the MELODY of this song has got me addicted too! I don't know... I just have this huge passion towards songs with sad lyrics while combined with a happy tone/melody. Because instead of making you feel more depressed, it actually helps you to understand the lyrics without having to break your heart further by hearing it. Just plain AWESOME and AMAZING.

Yep! Those are the reasons why! 

I hope you guys like this song too!

But most importantly.....

I hope you guys would be able to find a song that you could get addicted to and share it with me! (:

Thank you,

Valentine ♥

P.s.: The rights of all the photos, videos and lyrics belongs to the owner as credited above. I'm really sorry if I forgot to mention some of them. I'm very grateful if you could message me or leave a comment below if you want me to take down contents from this post. I'll take it down straight away for thorough editing before I'll put it up again. Thank you so much! My best regards to you all! (:

Me Presents ♥

You give me everything, more than I could ever ask for
For you my best friend, I love you 

Woke up with a huge fear of coming late to school, as always, I went through all the trouble looking for my phone which I thought was missing from my bed. After I found it on top of my sheet, which made me look stupid, as always, again, I walked around my room to find my change of clothes and ran straight to the bathroom. This morning was a little bit hectic combined with my insecure feeling about my science test and my P.E. assignment. 

As much as I wanna hate this day, it wasn't that bad actually.... It was pretty much a peaceful and 'shiny' day. Here the most important part's coming.......

I walked down the street from the bus stop, had a little chat with my friend in between, got into the house, opened the door to my parents' room and saw a huge packet on top of the TV. It says

"From: XX ♥♥♥"

As soon as I saw my best friend's name on the packet, I jumped and hugged the packet tight. I put it on top of the bed and opened it carefully not to damage the packet. I couldn't contain my happiness when I saw what's inside the box :')

 If I have the happiest moments in my life, this is definitely one of them.

I first looked through the yearbook of my middle school memories. As expected from a yearbook, not much is shared from there other than blur memories about my first ever love who I had a crush on for 4 years :p

My eyes quickly averted to the purple box with an overwhelming fragrance coming out of it. I opened the box, slowly, until I found a perfectly purple-wrapped cute little bag with a 'batik' pattern on it. I also got a cute little card with rainbow-coloured hearts on it :3 Inside the card is a message from my dearest best friend whom I love the most ♥

Inside the cute bag I found a book or should I say the most precious book I'll ever have :') I opened the first, second, third pages, read all of the notes, looked through every picture carefully, memorised every precious memory that has been given in my life so far. And believe it or not, I went through all of them with her, my very dearest best friend, the only one that could make me smile only by a single word she says ♥

Tears started streaming down my face.... This is the moment, that all of this time I've been running from, the moment when I realise how much I miss her.

I miss her much, too much

I want to say the biggest thank you for her for being by my side all of this time :) and my biggest sorry for not being able to be the best friend that is always there for her :'( I hope we can meet again soon! I'll go home and hug you when I see you! :')

If by any chance you read this post, always remember that
I miss you ♥
I love you ♥
You are my precious best friend ♥
And I'm hoping that I could see you soon ♥

Much much love, Valentine ♥

p.s.: Sorry guys, this post is supposed to be up last year.... I didn't know it was only sent to draft and wasn't posted properly. I'm really sorry.... Anyway, hope you had a good time reading this! :) xx